Spiral＊Pensée

Spiral*Pensée (スパイラル＊パンセ Supairaru＊Panse) is the fourth track on the CHARACTER SONG MINIALBUM. It is performed by Misono & Mikuni Alicein's seiyū: Hiro Shimono & Tetsuya Kakihara. The song was released on October 12, 2016. Fitting to both characters the song is about overcoming their pasts together.

Lyrics
*Note: English lyrics are a fan translation as no official English translations have been given yet.

Kanji = “失くした”と語るのも苛立って不愉快で “最初からいなかった”と捩じ曲げた記憶 道化師を演じよう 残酷な真実はまだ眠らせておくよ それで良いと思った

過去を暴くとき　傷を付けないで 剥がれ落ちてゆく“嘘” 変わらない「大好きだよ」聴こえるかい？ 「どうして」は届かない

Ah 囚われの系譜は悲劇を招くのか？ 守りたい…愛おしい… なのに重なれないまま 愛と背中合わせて　泣くスパイラル＊パンセ 駆られて…焦がれて… また広がる孤独

あの夜の選択はおぞましい罪に塗れ けれど譲れないもの　心に灯っていた

過去をほどくとき　どうか責めないで あふれだすぬくもりが やさしく君を包み込むように 真実はそこにある

もう秘密の園には立ち止まってられない 後悔はない…戻れない… 時計は進んでいる すれ違った数だけまた出逢えるのならば 見つめて…思って… 触れ合うだろう孤独

ずっと守られて　それを望んでた 知らずに傷つけてた 変わらない「大好きだよ」聴こえるかい？ 今はもう、聴こえてる

自由の扉をあけて　どこに向かってゆく？ 未来へ…願いへ… 過去を許しあうために―――

遠い日、囚われの系譜は悲劇を招いたね 守りたい…愛おしい… なのに重なれなくて 愛と背中合わせて　泣いたスパイラル＊パンセ 僕らはここから伝えあえるだろう スパイラル＊パンセ Romaji = “Nakushita” to kataru no mo iradatte fuyukaide “Saisho kara inakatta” to neji mageta kioku Doukeshi wo enjiyou Zankoku na shinjitsu wa mada nemurasete oku yo Sore de yoi to omotta

Kako wo abaku toki kizu wo tsukenaide Hagare ochite yuku “uso” Kawaranai ‘daisuki dayo’ kikoerukai? ‘Doushite’ wa todokanai

Ah toraware no keifu wa higeki wo maneku no ka? Mamoritai… itooshii… Na no ni kasanarenai mama Ai to senaka awasete naku Supairaru*Panse Kararete… kogarete… Mata hirogaru kodoku

Ano yoru no sentaku wa ozomashii tsumi ni mamire Keredo yuzurenai mono kokoro ni tomotteita

Kako wo hodoku toki douka semenaide Afure dasu nukumori ga Yasashiku kimi wo tsutsumikomu you ni Shinjitsu wa soko ni aru

Mou himitsu no en ni wa tachidomatterarenai Koukai wa nai… Modorenai… Tokei wa susundeiru Surechigatta kazu dake mata deaeru no naraba Mitsumete… Omotte… Fureau darou kodoku

Zutto mamorarete sore wo nozondeta Shirazuni kizutsuketeta Kawaranai ‘daisuki dayo’ kikoerukai? Ima wa mou, kikoeteru Jiyuu no tobira wo akete doko ni mukatteyuku? Mirai e… Negai e… Kako wo yurushiau tame ni ―――

Tooi hi, toraware no keifu wa higeki wo maneita ne Mamoritai… Itooshii… Na no ni kasanarenakute Ai to senaka awasete naita Supairaru*Panse Bokura wa koko kara tsutaeaeru darou Supairaru*Panse English=

Even saying “I lost it” is irritating, unpleasant So those memories were distorted into “I never had it in the first place” Let’s keep playing the clown And put the cruel truth to rest That’s fine, I thought.

Don’t get hurt when the past finally comes to light And the “lie” is torn down Can you hear it? Even now it doesn’t change, this “I love you”, But the “Why?” doesn’t reach.

Ah, did this trapped family line invite disaster? I want to protect…my precious… And yet, without overlapping Love and discord, crying Spiral Pensées Impelling, yearning, And once again, resounding loneliness

On that night, I chose to cover up that repulsive sin But something I cannot let go of still lights my heart When the past is revealed, please don’t blame yourself I pray overflowing warmth envelops the gentle you The truth is there

I won’t stand still in this secret garden anymore I won’t regret, I won’t turn back The clock is moving forward We have only ever missed each other, but if we were to meet again I’ll look at you, I’ll think In this shared loneliness

I wished to always be protected And without knowing, I was hurt Can you hear it? Even now it doesn’t change, this “I love you”, Now, I can hear it

Open this door of freedom, to where are you heading? Towards the future, towards my wish In order to let go of the past together In a distant day, this trapped family invited disaster I want to protect…my precious…

And yet, without overlapping Love and discord, the Spiral Pensées cried From now on, we may even walk side by side Spiral Pensées